realisation

a hi to all my readers who hopefully might have been visiting  the site for a new blog .

This one has been long time coming . Its straight from my heart and it is kinda controversial since it deals with one of my real life incidents. I am not a very cool type . I cant handle a gang of friends like situation unless i like everyone there. otherwise i find it hard to talk something cause i am always afraid i will goof up my image. I had a horrid time in fourth semester when it seemed i had no friends at all. A couple of guys in class put up with me during that time and this article is dedicated to them .

I  have friends but well they are same as me . not cool ones that people like but

they are guys i can easily  talk to or be with for ever . when we had  this industrial visit in fifth semester , I  was going through a peak period at that time making a lot of new friends , i deserted these guys for being in company with the cooler ones. My friends were not of dancing in bus type or yelling names type and i guess i left them to be with people who will do all the above things. The thing is it did not end with the industrial visit. i continued to ignore my true friends in order to say in touch and please the so cool people . i had forgotten the pillars that stood by me when all was lost. I knew i was hurting them . I knew what i was doing though not back-stabbing certainly provided them with almost same amount of pain . Yet i did it .

When the sixth semester happened , this time we had industrial visit to bangalore for four days

and as for me , i had got even more new friends widened my circle but i realised soemthing was amiss.

Ya those dudes may be cool but there was no warmth . I missed that warmth. I realised that i may never have what it takes to be cool or be associated with a huge gang and have fun but i cant lose out people who mean  a lot to me .

People whom i can trust and people whom i care about and i know they will do the same for me .

I  deserted guys who wrote my notes when my hand was hurt ,

helped me do whatever work i did not finish  due to my laziness and always responded to my cries for help .

Well i did go back and appologise to them . I am so bad as to say sorry through a blog but this is just to tell myself that i have come back realising what a big fool i was.if you ever read this , i just want to say sorry from my heart . Thanks a lot for being there with me.

You guys are friends others dream to have . Keep rocking always .

This post is especially to you JC .

sethu- is he gay r a nothing ??

hey today i wanted to project to everyone some really un-shocking news since everyone knows dis r atleast has an idea and have had their doubts . i am very happy to present ma blog here which shall clear most of your doubts ..
here i present before you

‘ the case of sethu s missing hormones’
well i have now known him quite well for more than two years , i could say i kinda know de guy pretty well . and these are ma observations from hanging out with him . and i know all of you wil agree with me on ma observations since most of you would have obviously seen it.
firts of all ,the anomality in sethu s behaviour s his affinity for girls . he has as much affinity for girls as much as the probability of sethu becoming a genius . which in lay man terms is zero . even when you comment saying’machi this girl looks gud da ‘ he ll be like ‘poda poiyum poyum anda ponna . mokkai da grls ‘ hmm intersting comments . i have pondered many a time whether this was a result of sethu not attaining puberty cause i was afraid his testosterone wasnt secreting enough . many of you know i have oopenly askeed you guys already cause it was always nagging me . i mean point out nay other guy who does nt even look at one girl . i can safely go on to say that if there s a situation thata he can either talk r take a grl out or watch liverpool match he would choose the later with 200% probability . and here again all of you his affinity with gerrard . which suggests football and girls in dat order for him or actually only football . while i thought this meant he was still a kid at herat and body recent reports ahve suggested otherwise .
one of ma mates (squall) who was also abused previously in this own blog column has stated that he had startling information but was afraid to come out in the open fearing further abuse of his self from sethu . actuallyy we can report directly from sethu himself that ‘ he uses his blog to terrorise his mates. he gets things done by threatening that he ll abuse them in their blog .and one of sethu s best mates rahju s a guy who s very much like sethu but has a different way of getting things done . using his cam mobile he video tapes his friends and threatens dem by posting those videos on youtube. for proof all of you can go to youtube and check out de videos posted under the username boneclinkz i hope i got that spelling right . .
while both of htem have had this kinda mutual friendship going on , the recent blog comments in sethus blog hav shown the true nature of raghu and sethu s relationships . replying to one of ma comments to sethu asking him to correct his grammar raghu has come out lashing . though this could be said it was in defence of his friend , it was sethu s own reply which clinced it all . he said he had made sure he was never spotted frequently with raghu which gave me a doubt whether it was done intentionally .
ma inteview with squall (who revealed his information finally ) after i promised him that i would take care of his integrity that revealed that sethu did hav desirable intentions but not on the females but on the other males. it was then i began enquiring people on sethu s behaviour and we can reveal that lot of people have come forward stating that they had doubts due to his behaviours with dem but they were afraid to come out in the open due to fear raghu and sethu might abuse them too.
i must end this by saying that sethu and his cronies of course they can be gay i hav ntn against them as long as they dont tell me their experiences on the bed have grossly misused the right to freedom of expression . they have unwantingly created fear in the minds of people by using their blogs and mobiles just to taunt people .
i dedicate this article to
pissing prem
gay rajesh
monkeys ‘it-b’ girls
and
also testostrone less r zero sethu and
camera raghu